Personal Troubles

So today I found out the love of my life was having an affair with someone else for months. The only reason I found out was because the decision as to which person loved my fiance more and who made my fiance happy was made last night without my knowledge. He kept up the act of a stable, almost perfect relationship up until the end.

I'm not one for dramatics. I sent the other man a message requesting that he be certain to keep my love happy. I told my love that I forgive and can never love anyone else; because I can't love anyone more. I wished my love to have what makes them happy. I explained why I love them (their kindness, their brilliance, trust, ect...). I added a word of advice to be more honest with the other man than they were with me.

I finished by saying I had the capacity to forgive, not being able to love anyone else as much as I do my love, and I would always accept with open arms a return to our relationship if it was seen as best for them.

I could be sad and cry, but I wont. Love is neither good or bad, it just is. When dishonesty enters it becomes painful for everyone. I will be lonely but I hear that a cure for human will soon be made.

The same is true for capitalism. You seriously didn't think I was going to be all sappy and emotional to the public for no reason did you?

When you have capitalism allowed to operate without physically hindering others (not allowing monopolies and harmful practices) it will be excellent. Yet when greed and dishonesty enters and people stop being kind with their excess earnings you end up with this economic collapse. Government, however, can not achieve this process in any form. It is beneath us all, no matter how big it will become a single person can always do more on their own than an entire government.

Reasonably I will probably take a few days off to adjust my life plan, and luckily for me I won't be sad. I was so convinced that this day would never come that I literally removed the sadness parts of my brain, so now I shall return to my life a robot with a monologue.

Thanks for reading, and have a good day.